It really fucking hates me. I try to go to sleep early and my brain is like freaking plagued with shit that I don't need! It started with one of my friends hurting me, like he hurt my feelings and was being a huge dick, then my best friend shows up randomly the next day and we have a good time, then another friend comes by and they become cool. I'm almost late for school, so I run out and ask them to lock up the house...why I have school on June 19th I don't know. But I run out and realize I forgot something. I go back and my freaking apartment is full of zombies. Apparently now I'm the chick from Resident Evil and I have a gun. I didn't really change, I just had a gun but it was that badass -_- anywho, I killed them all and got to the boss and it was some random dick scientist laughing and he had killed these like middle schoolers I knew, I don't know. So now I'm pissed and I kill him. One of my friends are okay, but I don't know where my best friend went but I'm sure as hell she didn't go back to SC so I think I killed her. Now, I leave for the bus. I go to school and see the guy that pissed me off...dude made me cry. Screw him! Then I go home and it's like everything is fine. Then I wake up the next day and my dad is on bathsalts and tries to kill my mom and I. We jumped off of each of the balconies in the apartment. I had the cat. We called the police and I remember dad coming down the stairs. Then I woke up to freaking Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift. This is not fucking cool. I hate this shit I was ready to cry and call my best friend. Then wake up my mom. Oh and for some reason I thought of South Park at one time and Poison and Wine by The Civil Wars was in the show. When I woke up the first time and went back to sleep that's when shit got fucktarded. I don't even want to leave my room to pee. I'm picking up my knife on the way out. Fuck this. I'm so not in a good fucking mood. Plus my dad isn't home.
...that's not new. Seriously why can't shit go as planned? Why can't people just do what the fuck they are supposed to do? Is it that hard to follow a simple course! It isn't! I'm on my right course! No drugs, no drinking, no sex, shit-no relationship at all! Fuck everything at the moment!
I've got to piss. -_-